Alison Sudol

Music is not something I considered feminine, so allowing myself to accept the new feminine standards can be a huge problem. The idea that I could remain strong, feminine as well as soft, yet maintain a healthy lifestyle but not diminish myself was an uphill task for me. I've really enjoyed it for a while, and I've enjoyed dressing in heels and dresses all day long and sporting gorgeous curls, and the softest fabrics. It was very stressful because I'm younger than other actors in Fantastic Beasts]; there was a lot of pressure. But during the auditions, I got this weird feeling there was a huge weight in front of my. Either I would crumble to the ground and sink since I was so desperate to do it. The other option was to step forward and let it move me ahead. It is a pleasure to spend time in museums, coffeeshops, parks, or just going for an outing and watching the people is something I like. It's easy to feel lonely in LA and London, however the Tube puts you right at the heart of the action. All kinds of human being you could imagine can be seen. I love watching other individuals. Since I'm from the world of music, I'm always in contact with males. It feels like having a conversation with guys can be intimate. The books were a wish fulfilled for me. I read some of the tours' books, in fact, and it's really lovely having that type of universe that one can retreat to in the midst of a the road, you're moving from city to city but it's also confusing, and going to the most vivid, vibrant universe when you sleep in your bunk is really quite lovely.